I GOT HIT !

Yeah....i just got registered 2 days back and i got HIT this morning on my way to work.

It happened around 8.10 am in the morning. Just met ma to give her spec, took a left turn, driving on a straight road and this very young sweet chinese gal suddenly came out of no where from the junction.

HECK ! the break din work... so you can imagine what happened next...

Well, then the panic button hit me, i called ma and she was engaged, not once but a few times. the nearest i could reach was my husband... crowd gathered, some noozy peeps slow down trying to figure out what happened + giving those "oh my god stare.."

Lonely.. yeap for the very moment i was on my own... i felt lost but not for long... ma & jaan came ...
i could just breath a while and then i broke down ...

I consider myself lucky to have loving parents who from far away arranged everything for me and a very loving husband & sister who left their work and stood by me the whole day ensuring i am ok.

Yeap... blessed .. to have these good people around me in my life.

I hope my car will be fixed soon... it saved me lots..As for now.. i just want to recover and stand again soundly on the ground to continue life again.time waits for no man.

I am officially married today

Today, 28 March 2011, I am officially married.. well, i do not know how do i express what i'm feeling right now...

I was a little panic in the morning. Was up by 4.00 am .. couldn't sleep the whole night,waiting for the time to pass by..

Everything was awsome.. i had fun.. i m happy..very happy...

Ice breaking process

Before registration

Bhai Onkar Singh Ji Una Wale - Prabh Ke Simran Kaal Parhare by Ragga Mus...

I love this Kirtan...
It is from Sukhmani Sahib.

Aarth(meaning)

By remembering God, death cannot approach (the devotee)
By remembering God, enemies (including the five evil instincts) retreat.

By remembering God, man(soul) does not again enter the womb (the cycle of birth and death ends).
By remembering God, the God of death (and the pain of death) disappear.

By remembering God, no obstacles come.
By remembering God, the devotee remains watchful (attached with God) night and day.

By remembering God, fear is not felt.
By remembering God, sorrow and pains do not give any trouble (are gladly tolerated by the devotees).

The (gift of) remembrance of God is obtained in the society of the true devotees.
(Guru) Nanak (says), all treasures of wealth are obtained by sincere devotion and love for God.

when duality hits you

I hate it when this hit me. You just can't make a single decision. Life is so funny. When you are in the spiritual journey, no one seems to look at you but i was already out from this when they TURN IN.

Sickening to see how life turns at you. When you were down to earth, appreciation nv existed! When things happened right before your eyes and decision takes in that OK i think ITS ENOUGH to be good you just change without realising it.

So here go the finger pointing that you should have done this, react this way, behave like this, but why didn't anyone realised that we are the cause of the changes. Yeah, after all who is going to admit their mistakes.

It just hurts!! Ifell sorry for those who've gone through this and i look up to them who have walked it down and survived the battle humbly.

Family members*relatives never stop finding mistakes, but they don't reflect themselves 1st before speaking up. This is why i am hot tempered, i just cant stand it. I lost faith in everything.

For those who are seeking changes, from within, all i can say the battle starts for the outer towards the inner. The outter will never let your succeed & the inner will let go. You will break down even badly than what you were before.

A piece of advise:

1. Never let anyone MAKE DECISION on behalf of you without your consent.
2. STAND UP for your right. People just never stop judging.
3. SPEAK UP for yourself when its neccessary. Don't be a coward.
4. Move a few steps behind from those who hurt you. SILENCE really do kill allot.
5. RESPECT the soul in you, refer for advise sincerely, you'll be guided.
6. Who ever speaks in within you can be the mind or the soul. The mind seeks satisfaction the soul seeks liberty. Soul will never give a bad advise but the mind WILL. (my personal experience)
7. KEEP certain feelings within you and should die with you. No one is yours.
8. Birthi kideh na hoveyi jan ki ardaas. It is very TRUE.
9.Find time to be by yourself alone with total silence. Its a healing process.
10. This last advise goes to me personally & to you- FAITH- have a strong faith no matter what happens. We don't believe because we can't see HIM with us. We only believe in what our eyes show us.

Hukamnama for today

This Shabad is by Guru Nanak Dev Ji in Raag Malaar on Pannaa 1291

http://www.sikhitothemax.com/Page.asp?SourceID=G&PageNo=1291&ShabadID=4683&Format=2




salok ma 1



ghar mehi ghar dhaekhaae dhaee so sathigur purakh sujaan



pa(n)ch sabadh dhhunikaar dhhun theh baajai sabadh neesaan



dheep loa paathaal theh kha(n)dd ma(n)ddal hairaan



thaar ghor baaji(n)thr theh saach thakhath sulathaan



sukhaman kai ghar raag sun su(n)n ma(n)ddal liv laae



akathh kathhaa beechaareeai manasaa manehi samaae



oulatt kamal a(n)mrith bhariaa eihu man kathahu n jaae



ajapaa jaap n veesarai aadh jugaadh samaae



sabh sakheeaa pa(n)chae milae guramukh nij ghar vaas



sabadh khoj eihu ghar lehai naanak thaa kaa dhaas

Salok, First Mehla:

The True Guru is the All-knowing Primal Being; He shows us our true home within the home of the self.

The Panch Shabad, the Five Primal Sounds, resonate and resound within; the insignia of the Shabad is revealed there, vibrating gloriously.

Worlds and realms, nether regions, solar systems and galaxies are wondrously revealed.

The strings and the harps vibrate and resound; the true throne of the Lord is there.

Listen to the music of the home of the heart - Sukhmani, peace of mind. Lovingly tune in to His state of celestial ecstasy.

Contemplate the Unspoken Speech, and the desires of the mind are dissolved.

The heart-lotus is turned upside-down, and is filled with Ambrosial Nectar. This mind does not go out; it does not get distracted.

It does not forget the Chant which is chanted without chanting; it is immersed in the Primal Lord God of the ages.

All the sister-companions are blessed with the five virtues. The Gurmukhs dwell in the home of the self deep within.

Nanak is the slave of that one who seeks the Shabad and finds this home within.

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I'm back again

After a long time blogging, here i am ... sitting infront of my laptop finding some words to write .... Just celebrated dewali yesterday . it was a tiring yet a good day.. I bought myself a MAC...inspired by this pretty lady... here i am posting the link here....



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