well it just struck me to do some reading about it and to my understanding, happiness is a choice that we should be brave enough to make. We often look at the bad side, & keep staring at that dark wall but forget to search for that small shine of light to pull us out from sadness. Yeah i know you have heard this perhaps a thousand time, & i believe its nice to listen but hard to apply. I wonder why.
I have looked through the youtube for meditations, yoga, spiritual lessons and it only inspire me for a while and the next morning i find myself back to the square 1. Here come discipline and mind set. Until one does not learn to let go of the past, it will haunt them for the rest of their life. God, how to let go, when you try so hard to forget & forgive but history keeps repeating itself?
Sometimes, when i pray i wonder how many mistakes & hearts have i hurt in my entire life. Isn't that called giving pain to another? And this is being a set back for me to progress not forgetting the crimes which i am still committing YET!
Happiness is from within.. that's what everyone says, but how many have really felt it i guess it would be just a number of them. Well, maybe i have to keep on searching and hopefully someday i hope to understand what does all this means.
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