Life is once... i've lived by life normally like others, so what is there to loose if i were to change & go deeper into something where many don't look into? I've always imagined myself sitting silently with my legs folded, eyes closed, deep in meditation, a pure reflection of peace & truth that is glowing from within in white punjabi suit.
Its a kind of satisfaction, a motivation that each time i close my eyes and imagine myself like how i've described, i feel energized (some sort of a sudden flush of adrenaline in my body)..
So i have decided that i want to learn more about the spiritual path yet knowing that its not an easy task. There will be lots of obstacle, from the inner (mind ) and the outer (worldly matters)
Recently I read a book written by Robin Sharma "The monk that sold his ferari"... its a good book, a wake up call and also a kind of realisation...And now i'm reading a book written by MARCI SHIMOFF feautured in THE SECRET with Carol KLINE " Love for No Reason".. still half way reading through yet...
You see , we may have everything in the world, money enjoyment, leisure & pleasure, a happy relationship .. you just name it but in the ending you are still not happy. Its like something is missing somewhere in you that makes you feel incomplete...
The answer to complete oneself is SELF REALISATION. Most won't agree until they receive their wake up call .Everyone does just the matter of them noticing it.. I lost 5 years crying .. going under depression .See.. even normal living ppl like me can end up like this... So then i've decided to take amrit & become amritdhari...
Definition:
Amrit means immortalizing nectar.
Dhari is a suffix which shows ownership, and refers to the holder or possessor of Amrit.
The elixir prepared during the Sikh baptism ceremony, Amritsanchar, is called Amrit. An initiate who drinks Amrit is known afterward as an Amritdhari or one who posses Amrit.
After drinking Amrit, the amritdhari initiate belongs to the order of Khalsa a saint soldier sect of Sikhs. Amritdhari spiritual warriors do battle with the five voices of ego to overcome egoism and attain humility which is necessary to dispel duality and merge as one with the divine.
Some Amritdhari initiates say that when given Amrit to drink during the initiation ceremony, it felt as though they were swallowing a river.
Pronunciation: Aum rit dhaa ree
Source taken from sikhism.about.com
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY AMRITDHARI MUST WAKE UP DURING THE EMBROISAL HOUR TO PRAY & MEDITATE BEFORE SUN RISE.
Amritdhari must have the 5Ks with them as per above...
Our Guruji never said that we can't make up, cant wear jewerly and etc.. No.. he never say that..
Most importantly he said was to pray daily , bring humbleness & yet be FIRM.
Amritdhari is actually someones who devotee themselves to god and gets up in the embroisal hour to pray before sun rise... And i really want to do it..I've lost many years in pain..allowed pain to stay in my mind body & soul. I am not interested in anyone anything.. All i want to know is who am I ?
So here i am to set myself on a mission a journey of spiritual path & this will be the witness to my progress..
Hope to get blessing from all..
